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This is Daniel Carrillo. Today is July 2nd, 2024, and I'm here in Del Rio, Texas for an interview with one of our community members. Before we begin, I'd like to get verbal consent for the form that we went over. Could you please say "I consent to being interviewed and audio recorded for this study?

Interviewer

00:19 - 00:25

I consent to be interviewed and audio recorded for this study? [INTERVIEWEE NAME]

Participant

00:25 - 00:29

To get started, can you tell me about how you came to live in this community?

Interviewer

00:29 - 00:38

I was born here. Now why how I got here, I don't, you have to ask my mommy and daddy [Laughter]

Participant

00:38 - 00:49

Could you tell me a bit more about this community? How would you describe it to someone who doesn't live here?

Interviewer

00:49 - 01:04

You will have the kind of life you will make. It's a great place to live if you want to try to make a good life for yourself. If you don't, you won't. It's like any town, you just can't. You gotta get out in the community and be about.

Participant

01:04 - 01:09

What types of adjectives would you use to describe the community?

Interviewer

01:09 - 01:30

Uh, to me, it's great community. Haven't left. Wouldn't live any place else. Uh, fantastic, great, uh, problems like everybody. Uh, one of a kind. What what the hell's an adjective?

Participant

01:30 - 01:36

Ways to desc- words to describe our community.

Interviewer

01:36 - 01:39

Uh, come try it.

Participant

01:39 - 01:43

How do you think this community has changed throughout your time living here?

Interviewer

01:43 - 02:11

It's gotten a lot bigger. The demographics have changed. The economy has, th- i-, there's is not even similar. The agriculture community, agriculture economy no longer exists. And now it's dependent upon stuff coming out of Mexico, and the federal government. [LOCAL] Air Force Base, uh, customs, that kind of stuff right now, today.

Participant

02:11 - 02:21

What would you say are the strengths of this community?

Interviewer

02:21 - 02:36

I think the people who started it had to be strong and resilient. Uh, I hope it continues that way. I wish more I wish more people like [INTERVIEWER NAME] would stay here.

Participant

02:36 - 02:52

Um, what would you say are some of the benefits of living in this community?

Interviewer

02:52 - 03:25

It's kind of- you can make the kind. It's a good lifestyle if you make it that way. Uh, you have a chance. You don't have the crime isn't that bad. If you watch where you're going. Uh, it's getting worse, so, with what's going on in the border. Uh, the education system, it's there if you want it. If you want to be a student, you can be one. If you don't, it won't be there for you. Uh, the people [Thump outside]? That's-

Participant

03:25 - 03:29

What would you say are some of the weaknesses of this community?

Interviewer

03:29 - 04:14

I think the main one that's hurting us right now is our medical. Uh, we just can't keep- we just don't get any kind of doctors in here, and we have to travel out of town. Uh, I think the border has influenced it in just in an awful way. Right now with the drugs, and smuggling, and particularly the sex slave and the slavery, human slavery coming across the river. Uh, I think we have a very good relationship with some people in Acuña, our neighbors. Uh, we have a wonderful air force base. I hope we can keep it, and I think we have some fantastic, young people coming up, and hopefully, they'll come back and keep good [COMMUNITY] going.

Participant

04:14 - 04:20

Could you tell me about the roles and relationships you have in this community?

Interviewer

04:20 - 04:51

The roles- I've been involved in city affairs: airports, stuff like that, uh, council, commissions, boards, uh, politics. Uh, I didn't have a church here. We have to go out of town for our church. Um, I have good ties in- with some friends in Mexico that I've made throughout the years.

Participant

04:51 - 04:56

What do you work for? Or what do you do for work?

Interviewer

04:56 - 05:34

I sit in front of the TV and rock. Stay out of my wife's way. I was a rancher all my life. I was an agriculture business mainly raising sheep. Uh, my ranch has rattled [SOUTH TEXAS REGION RIVER NAME], [DIFFERENT WEST TEXAS REGION COMMUNITY NAME], and [DIFFERENT SOUTH TEXAS REGION COMMUNITY NAME]. At one time, I had little over 52,000 acres. Uh, in three ranches, five 6000 had a sheep, 500 had cattle [Car driving outside], and, uh, I retired from that in the 2000s, when an attorney- an attorney bought one- bought the rights that I- I- my partner had that put me out of business.

Participant

05:34 - 05:39

How do you think your connections in this community influenced your work?

Interviewer

05:39 - 05:42

No.

Participant

05:42 - 05:43

They didn't influence your work?

Interviewer

05:43 - 06:15

No. That's what- that was one of the nice things about the ranching business is its independence. I didn't have to do business with anybody here, uh, and that helped me politically because people couldn't threaten my job. And that that's a big deal about a lot of people won't get involved in this community because they're afraid that it will, uh- somebody will get mad at him and affect their business. The ranching business is- is a very independent business.

Participant

06:15 - 06:20

Now, I'd like to talk more about your work as a rancher. Could you tell me about how you got into that role?

Interviewer

06:20 - 06:45

Uh, well, my, my the [INTERVIEWEE'S LAST NAME] family was in the ranching business, but my mother's brother in law was in the ranch, had ranches and, and when my parents separated and divorced, I was fortunate enough for him to take me under his wing and, and he, uh, raised me ever since I was about 10/11 years old.

Participant

06:45 - 06:48

How long did you work as a rancher?

Interviewer

06:48 - 06:50

50 years.

Participant

06:50 - 06:53

And what did a typical workday look like for you?

Interviewer

06:53 - 08:01

At first, it was on a horse, uh, eight hours a day, 12 hours a day because we had screw worms. Uh, have you ever heard of screw worms? The screw worm is like a maggot that eats dead animals, but a screw worm eats live animals. And they were devastating to the wildlife and agr- and livestock business and, and a couple three vets, one of them being from [COMMUNITY NAME], discovered how to get rid of them. And, uh, and they- that was successful. They finally got rid of that pretty much by the 1980s. And, uh, so I spent most of my younger days on the horse looking for cattle that had been had been gotten by screw worms. After that, I was a manager of it, ran it, oversaw. Uh, I had three ranches. I had about seven or eight employees, and I used a plain, had a plain for 30 something years. And, uh, it's just, it's just a lot of work. It's a 24/7 deal. You don't ever get away from it.

Participant

08:01 - 08:04

What what does it mean to be a rancher in this community?

Interviewer

08:04 - 08:37

I never thought of that. Uh, well it's a sign of independence. You know, uh, that's one thing nice about being in the ranching business, and the lifestyle you make. Uh, the only people you're answerable to is is yourself. And of course, there's so many things in the rest of the ranching business you can't control. You can't control the weather, you can't control the market, that kind of stuff, and it makes it very difficult sometimes.

Participant

08:37 - 08:42

What aspects of your job brought you the most joy or satisfaction?

Interviewer

08:42 - 09:07

Oh, I just loved it every day- of watching animals, being around animals [Clears throat], taking care of them, raising them, watching them grow up. Uh, [Car driving in background] uh, as just seeing the independence of my men, wanted to be sure my men are happy, and their families. That kind of stuff.

Participant

09:07 - 09:09

What were the biggest challenges you faced in your work?

Interviewer

09:09 - 09:38

The weather. If it didn't rain, you didn't have feed. If you didn't have feed, you just couldn't have livestock. [Clears throat] A lot of people don't understand what ranching is, but it's just harvesting what God gives you on the land. Some places you can raise tomatoes. Some places you raise sugar cane, but out here, the what- what you're given out here is grass. And you have to figure out a way to turn it into money and because of the terrain and roughness of it, the best way to do that is through sheep.

Participant

09:38 - 10:24

Now let's talk more about your experiences as a resident of this community. For this first set of questions, I'll read a statement to you, and I'd like you to indicate the extent of your agreement with each one. I'll have you give your answer on a scale of one to four. Where, one is completely disagree. Two is somewhat disagree. Three is somewhat agree [Noise on table], and four is completely agree [Noise on table]. If you'd like to comment on any of the statements, please feel free to. The first phrase is, I consider myself to be an American. Would you say that you completely disagree? Two, somewhat disagree? Three, somewhat agree, or four completely agree?

Interviewer

10:24 - 10:26

Completely agree.

Participant

10:26 - 10:33

Using the same scale, how would you write the following statement? I consider myself to be a Texan.

Interviewer

10:33 - 10:36

Four, completely agree.

Participant

10:36 - 10:53

Which of the following three statements do you agree with the most strongly? I am American first and Texas second. Two, I am Texan first, and American second, or three, being Texan, and American are equally important to me.

Interviewer

10:53 - 10:55

One, I'm American first and then Texan.

Participant

10:55 - 11:07

The next phrase is: to be a true Texan, you must know how to speak English. What would you rate this one using the same scale we started with?

Interviewer

11:07 - 11:11

Absolutely, four [Page flips and mouth sound]

Participant

11:11 - 11:17

How about: to be a true Texan, you must know how to speak Spanish [Truck driving in the background]

Interviewer

11:17 - 11:19

One.

Participant

11:19 - 11:27

The next phrase is: in my community, you can do everything you want, and get everything you need, even when you don't speak English.

Interviewer

11:27 - 11:31

Uh, four, yes.

Participant

11:31 - 11:39

Finally: in my community, life has been [Thump on desk] pretty stable over the last 40 years, things haven't changed much.

Interviewer

11:39 - 11:46

Uh, three, somewhat agree

Participant

11:46 - 11:59

Now, I'd like to hear from you about the community itself. What are some of the things that have changed in this community during the last few decades?

Interviewer

11:59 - 12:33

Well, number one is the size and the people coming in. It's not very common to see older, native people from [COMMUNITY]. Uh, that's what I see, people. You don't find many people who have been born here and stayed here all their life. Whereas before that, just- just most people with met here were natives, native, the natives are gone. Uh, the business climate has changed entirely, entirely. And , uh, that's -that's it.

Participant

12:33 - 12:37

How would you say that the economy has changed during the last few years?

Interviewer

12:37 - 12:44

It used to be dependent upon agriculture. Now, it's dependent upon the government, which is I don't like.

Participant

12:44 - 12:52

How would you say that the different businesses within our community has changed throughout?

Interviewer

12:52 - 13:23

Well, uh, you either you either are in the import/export business dealing- dealing with Mexico, or you're with the government. And, uh, that that used to not be the case? Uh, they never had any twin plants over there when I was growing up. So you didn't have that. Now, that's what you have [Bracelet touches desk]. Of course, what that brings on is a lot of different things, traffic, stuff like that.

Participant

13:23 - 13:29

How has the lake changed, like over the past few decades?

Interviewer

13:29 - 14:05

Well, didn't have, we had lakes out there we had 2 lakes. In fact, when I grew up, [SOUTH TEXAS REGION RIVER NAME], and Lake, uh, [SOUTH TEXAS REGION RIVER NAME], but Amistad is a lot bigger. And I guess it's been for the best. It's not- it's a flood controlled lake and not many people realize that. So, the level of it is not constant. Uh, I think it's been a help in deterring smuggling on the upper hands, where I had my ranches. Whereas before that, we had lots of illegals coming through all on a daily basis.

Participant

14:05 - 14:10

Has, has the weather remained the same over the past- past few decades?

Interviewer

14:10 - 14:33

Yeah, basically, yeah. I grew up without air conditioning. I never had air conditioning until the mid 70s. Today, if- you can't just go outside, so I don't know if it's me or the weather [Laughs] has changed. But people just you know, the weather's changed because people have gotten used to being indoors and stuff like that. So, they noticed the temperatures are a lot more.

Participant

14:33 - 14:43

And how do you feel about the new commercial stores opening up such as, you know, expansion of restaurants, mall?

Interviewer

14:43 - 15:08

Anything to create jobs, of course, but I prefer Mom and Pop organizations rather than big conglomerates and stuff like that. I like to see local people in business, and, and, uh, that's my preference. I prefer to do that. I go to places that- that are owned by local people, rather than to go to a cafe or a restaurant that's, uh, that's changed or something like that.

Participant

15:08 - 15:15

Have there been less and less, um, stores that are owned by local residents? Would you say over the past?

Interviewer

15:15 - 15:22

Sure, yes. Diminished, it used to all be owned by local people. Now it's not. Yeah.

Participant

15:22 - 15:26

Overall, is this a good community to live in?

Interviewer

15:26 - 15:59

If you- if you want it to be. You can make it a good community, or you don't have to. Uh, people who, who- who come in here with an attitude, uh, are going to have trouble. People coming in here that are- that have a good attitude will- will be okay [Sound from mouth]. And I see that in a lot of the air force kids who come in here, and are here for a year or two or three or four, and leave. Some of them are miserable, and some of them are- just don't want to leave.

Participant

15:59 - 16:09

What would you say makes the community good besides someone's like attitude towards it? [Metal on desk sound]

Interviewer

16:09 - 16:32

Well, I think you got some good, honest people here. And you can do business with him on a word, handshake. Uh, I think that's changing. Now you have to have contracts, and all that just like here. I had sit down and give you permission and all that. Who would have thought of that? Uh, but that's, that's the one thing.

Participant

16:32 - 16:38

What was or is the best part about being a kid or young person in this community?

Interviewer

16:38 - 17:14

Oh, uh, I was, you know, it wasn't very big. We went all over town on our bicycles. It was safe. Uh, we took our BB guns and shot birds everywhere and, today, you get thrown in jail. You can't ride your bicycle. It's just- you know, it's a different world. Uh, kids have a tougher time growing up today because it's not as open as it was. Um, I walked to school. Walked two miles; now they have to be bused, and I think that's got a- you know, a lot about, uh, me, me me. Instead of communicating, you know, doing what's best for your community.

Participant

17:14 - 17:18

Was it more tightly knit back then? The community? Like when you were a kid?

Interviewer

17:18 - 17:20

More- more what?

Participant

17:20 - 17:24

Closely knit together, like where you're connected with people?

Interviewer

17:24 - 17:40

I think everybody knew everybody. Uh, I think it's closely knit now because you- you know. It's just people don't know their neighbors. There's people who don't- have been- had neighbors for 20 years, don't even know who they are. I think that's horrible.

Participant

17:40 - 17:45

What other things like as a kid in this community did you do for fun?

Interviewer

17:45 - 18:10

Whatever we wanted. Fished at [SOUTH TEXAS REGION CREEK NAME], uh, go out by the fairgrounds went rabbit hunting, rode, you know on our bicycles. Uh, whatever you wanted to do play baseball, a lot of sports, a lot of activities, um, that kind of stuff. And didnt- and never got in trouble.

Participant

18:10 - 18:14

Do you feel that the traditional way of life in this community is going away?

Interviewer

18:14 - 18:17

I do.

Participant

18:17 - 18:18

Why do you think that's the case?

Interviewer

18:18 - 19:00

I think the size the of Del Rio is- is turning that. I think that smaller communities have gotten more personable lifestyle, open lifestyle than the ones here in the city. And I think the safety, uh, not knowing where your kid is 100% of the time has got a lot to do with it. I mean, today, I'd die if I didn't know where my child was all the time, if I was raising a kid. Uh, used to go fishing, go down [SOUTH TEXAS REGION CREEK NAME], we'd go swimming, all that kind of stuff, and it was perfectly safe. Now you can't do that. You don't know what's gonna- never know what's gonna come around the corner at you. Who's lurking in the bushes so to speak

Participant

19:00 - 19:10

So would you say that there are more ways of life that are, I guess, like, sha- like overshadowing the traditional way of life that you [Metal touches desk] grew up with?

Interviewer

19:10 - 19:40

Oh, sure. Sure. I think the way I grew up is- we can't do that anymore. I think that's gone by the wayside, and I think, uh, I think, uh, it doesn't take but one or two bad apples. One thing happened to a child, and it ruins the whole outfit. And I think that's happened, uh, and that's that's the main thing. But yes, it's- it's not even comparable. Yes

Interviewer

19:40 - 19:46

How would you characterize the traditional way of life like the way you grew up?

Interviewer

19:46 - 19:59

Happy, go lucky, free, open. Do what you wanted to do. Uh, knew everybody, everybody knew you. Safe.

Participant

19:59 - 20:03

What is your favorite sports team?

Interviewer

20:03 - 20:05

Uh, like what kind of sport?

Participant

20:05 - 20:09

It can be any.

Interviewer

20:09 - 20:15

Well I follow A&M, uh, Texas Tech.

Participant

20:15 - 20:19

And have they been doing lately?

Interviewer

20:19 - 20:29

Typical Aggies [Laughs]. Texas Tech, uh, I don't watch them as much anymore

Participant

20:29 - 20:35

How long have you been an Aggies and Texas Tech fan for?

Interviewer

20:35 - 21:05

Oh gosh, since I was in high school. I had a- after my junior college career, I had basketball scholarships to both of them and I wound up going to a jun- another college in West Texas because we had a ranch out there. But, um, I- I- I-follow a player now more than I do a team, uh, and I just like some oft the players that A&M comes up with and Texas Tech

Participant

21:05 - 21:08

Did you have to do chores when you were younger?

Interviewer

21:08 - 21:10

Of course? Sure.

Participant

21:10 - 21:13

What was the worst chore?

Interviewer

21:13 - 21:37

Oh, well, we flood irrigated our yards. We had to do that. The bugs get all over you, and mow the grass and had power mowers, had push mowers. And my- where I grew up we had a half acre yard. My grandmother had a green thumb and- ,and we had to cut the- pull the weeds and we had to- we had to do stuff. And, uh, we were glad to do it.

Participant

21:37 - 21:42

Would you say that your chores were I guess more labor intensive?

Interviewer

21:42 - 21:44

Yes.

Participant

21:44 - 21:48

And what was a chore you didn't mind so much?

Interviewer

21:48 - 22:00

I didn't mind any of them. Uh, I really don't know. I can't think of anything that I didn't like to do.

Participant

22:00 - 22:05

Would you have considered doing ran-, like some ranching duties as a chore?

Interviewer

22:05 - 22:21

Well I did. I mean, my uncle had a farm, and when he needed help there like irrigating at night, stuff like that. The mosquitoes and all that were there. But that's just part of it. Baling hay- picking up hay. Uh, that kind of stuff.

Participant

22:21 - 22:29

Would you- was there any particular aspect you enjoyed? About like your ranching chores?

Interviewer

22:29 - 22:55

Well, just taking care of livestock. I mean, it's like raising another human being. You have to provide them with food and, uh, water, stuff like that. If if they- if you didn't provide it to them, they didn't survive, and, uh, I enjoyed doing that. It was- it was very nerve wracking, because sometimes it'd get pretty tough

Participant

22:55 - 23:01

Did you ever get caught pretending to do a chore, but not really doing it?

Interviewer

23:01 - 23:02

Say that again.

Participant

23:02 - 23:07

Did you ever get caught pretending to do a chore, but you were not really doing it?

Interviewer

23:07 - 23:09

No.

Participant

23:09 - 23:10

You always did your chores?

Interviewer

23:10 - 23:17

Yes. I hated to dig up fence posts, particularly in rock. Hated doing that.

Participant

23:17 - 23:22

Some people think that it's hard for boys and girls to be friends. What do you think.

Interviewer

23:22 - 23:45

If you want to make it that way, you can. If you want to make it easy you can. I think, uh, [Laughs] I don't know what's happened to this country now about that. But, uh, I had a lot of friends girls and boys. You don't have to have anything sexual, that kind of crap. It seems like everything now is towards sex.

Participant

23:45 - 23:48

Would you say it has changed?

Interviewer

23:48 - 23:49

Oh, sure.

Participant

23:49 - 23:51

Then and now?

Interviewer

23:51 - 23:53

It's bad.

Participant

23:53 - 23:59

Would you say that like back then it was easier for boys and girls to just be friends?

Interviewer

23:59 - 24:03

Sure. Sure.

Participant

24:03 - 24:06

And what do you think about this?

Interviewer

24:06 - 24:06

About what?

Participant

24:06 - 24:12

Um, that some people think that it's hard for boys and girls to be friends?

Interviewer

24:12 - 24:20

Uh, I think there isn't a lot of life.

Participant

24:20 - 24:30

Did you ever tell a story about another person thinking the other pa- th- thinking the other person was not near you, but then turned around and saw that person was standing right next to you?

Interviewer

24:30 - 24:35

Sure that's happened to everybody. [Small mouth sound] You always make a fool out of yourself.

Participant

24:35 - 24:37

Can you tell me about that? And what happened?

Interviewer

24:37 - 24:44

Well, I can't think of anything specific, uh, but yeah, that's- that's happened to everybody. I'm sure I did it.

Participant

24:44 - 24:48

H- how would you feel after?

Interviewer

24:48 - 24:55

Probably like an idiot. You learn to keep your mouth shut.

Participant

24:55 - 25:03

And a lot of people think of the 1990s as the golden decade of pop music. Do you agree?

Interviewer

25:03 - 25:17

You know, I never listened to it in the 90s. I can't tell you. Always listened to the old country, western songs back in the 40s and the 50s and the 60s and- and, uh, that's- that, and I still listen to it.

Participant

25:17 - 25:21

What was the best decade in pop music and why?

Interviewer

25:21 - 25:33

I think the 50s and 60s because it had a -it had a- it had a point in life. They were talking about life. Uh, things that happened to them in life.

Participant

25:33 - 25:37

What would you say were the most popular genres during that?

Interviewer

25:37 - 25:38

Popular what?

Participant

25:38 - 25:40

Popular music genre?

Interviewer

25:40 - 25:42

What's genres?

Participant

25:42 - 25:46

Like different types of music. For example, like there's country now, there's rock

Interviewer

25:46 - 26:13

Oh, no, no rock, not for me. I'm sure a lot of it is, and I think people listen to it. And that's, uh, country western. You can't call a lot that what I had- what in the 60s the kind of music we had then was country western, but country western was part of it [Door shuts outside]. And I don't listen to today's current country mid- western either. It's- to me, it's not country and western.

Participant

26:13 - 26:24

And I would like to thank you so much for your answers. I really appreciate you taking the time to talk with me. And if you have the time, I just have one last request for you before we conclude our interview.

Interviewer

26:24 - 26:25

Sure.

Participant

26:25 - 27:05

One of our- one of the overarching research questions through the Home to Texas program is about linguistic changes in Texas. As part of this project, a linguistic researcher is asking that interview participants read a brief passage, which should only take a couple of minutes. It's a short made up story about life in Texas that was created in the 1980s. And since then, linguistic researchers have recorded a few 100 Texans reading it. They use these recordings as samples of people's standard way of speaking as they try to track how speech in Texas varies and changes over time. Would you be willing to read a brief passage out loud?

Interviewer

27:05 - 27:06

Sure.

Participant

27:06 - 27:12

Great. Thank you so much. Whenever you're ready, could you please read this page out loud?

Interviewer

27:12 - 29:15

Oh, boy. I've lived in Texas all my life. I was born in Titus County. When I was five we moved to a farm near Whitehouse, which is southeast of Tyler. I liked growing up in the country. When my chores were done, I'd ride my horse, climb trees and hike down to the creek to fish or swim. One time we tied a rope vine to a cypress tree, and we'd swing out wide over the swimming hole and drop into the water [Truck in background]. I'd pretend to be Tarzan swinging on a vine [Laughter and truck in background]. Been there done that. In the spring, I'd fly kites, and on summer nights we'd catch fl- fireflies - but we call him lightening bugs. Once in a while, we had flights- fights with corncobs or pine cones. In the winter, we'd build a fire in the fireplace and pop popcorn and roast peanuts poi- and pecons. I guess I was a Livewire. When I was 19, I moved to work in Dallas at Firestone Tire shore- store. I didn't like city life and for a long time I'd go home every chance I got. Mama would always put my favorite foods: fried okra [Truck in background], hopping johns- that's rice with black eyed peas- and pecan pie. Not pecan, but pecan. We had a lot of good times, but going home was not the same now. After daddy died, Mama sold the farm and moved to Tyler. I'd rather be living on a farm right now instead of here in the city, but my wife and I- can kids don't understand me when I gripe about city life and talk about moving to the old country. My oldest child says, "Daddy, that's crazy. I'd die if I had to live on a farm." I almost cried the first time she said that. I know Texas is changing, but I try to make sure we don't lose touch with our roots. While we may live in a city, I want my kids to have a good feeling in the- for the land, have a sense of place, and take pride in being Texans. If they lose our ties to the land, the price of progress is too high. Now is that for linguists this? You should have gotten my sister in law to read that.

Participant

29:15 - 29:32

Thank you for contributing your voice to the collection [Mouth sound in background]. And thank you so much for taking the time to share your experiences with me- experiences with me. I really appreciate your time and generosity. If you don't have any other questions or comments, I'll go ahead and stop the recording now.

Interviewer

29:32 - 29:33

I'm done.

Participant

29:33 - 29:34

Alright. Thank you.

Interviewer

29:34 - 29:35

Thank you.

Participant

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